"My Depression" lyrics

Everyday I wake up feeling so alone
I don't wanna go out, I just wanna stay at home
Deal with my depression try to cope with all my woes
No one understands me, I guess I'm on my own

And I'm so tired of feeling this way
And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
No, I can't explain how chemical the pain
Is when your dealing with it by yourself, it drives you insane

It's at the bottom of the bottle in the morning
It's in every pill I swallow when I'm bored and
I'll never be okay, it's just another day
To get through even though I know I gotta find a way
I'm done pretending I'm good
If I can smile then I would
They say you can if you try
I've tried about a million times
And nothing hurts the same
There's nobody to blame
And no one understands, so I just keep them far away

Everyday I wake up feeling so alone
I don't wanna go out, I just wanna stay at home
Deal with my depression try to cope with all my woes
No one understands me, I guess I'm on my own

And I'm so tired of feeling this way
And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
No, I can't explain how chemical the pain
'Cause when your dealing with it by yourself, it drives you insane

And when the lights go out
When the lights go
Hate it when the lights go out
I can't sleep
I'm stuck in here
A stupid world where I just wanna disappear

'Cause everyday I wake up feeling so alone
I don't wanna go out, I just wanna stay at home
Deal with my depression try to cope with all my woes
No one understands me, I guess I'm on my own

And I'm so tired of feeling this way
And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
No, I can't explain how chemical the pain
Is when your dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane