"5AM" lyrics

(Wheezy outta here)

How you managed to get everything you want and still ain't happy?
Half of me done died, the other half alive, I'm tryna balance it
Granny said if it's worth something to you, then it's worth a challenge
Crashin' out for nothin' don't make no sense, I never understand it
I got rich but I got love, I'm still on dope, that shit be damagin'
Know my actions gon' affect us all, I'm thinking for the family
Bro know we got somethin' to talk 'bout but he don't wanna call me
I gave everything up for this shit, I gotta go retarded
I did everything for that lil' bitch, she played me, left me heartless
I know they wouldn't do the same for me, I keep it real regardless
Five in the mornin', just me and a 'Rari, don't know where I'm goin'
Thinkin' 'bout all this shit, honestly, I don't know how I be doin' this
Can't be vulnerable, who I'm gon' talk to when I'm going through it?
Am I delusional? Keep tellin' myself that it's a good
All I know is survival and dollars, I come from the hood
Can't be fuckin' with that nothing at all, they couldn't even if they could
Know the rules in this shit, it ain't good, if it ain't on the wood
All I got is my word, If I told you I got you, you good
Ain't it crazy how they tryna play me, like I ain't the one
Never said it, but you know without me, this shit wouldn't be none
I got feds on my trails, they be trying to connect me to dumb shit
I got lawyers behind me, I'm ready to tell them c'mon
I'm a gangster, I'm ready whenever, forever, I'm on it
Bronem died I'm still feelin' inside of my chest and my stomach
Even my mama be askin' me "Where is the album? We want it"
Had to get on my business and tighten up on my mental, I'm coming