"By Myself" lyrics

Nah, uh, nightmares, yeah
If you wanna talk to me
Yeah, uh, Southside, all night, yeah
Uhhh-uh, uhhh-uh, uhhh-uh
Yeah

I've been kickin' it by myself
I've been thinkin' 'bout nightmares
I've been thinkin' 'bout life ain't fair
I've been wipin' momma tears
Can't live my life in fear
Fuck a friend, I don't trust nobody
If I go, who got my mom?

Was just a lil' boy from the block
Now I got bigger problems than I thought
I seen bitch died the other week
And found out my dad died this morning
So many memories, made you proud of me
Yeah, I came with no father figure, made you love me, yeah
Gotta live with the fact that you gone
I'ma take care of momma, fo' sho'
I don't care if I do it alone
'Cause I know I'ma die alone
Keep the gun by the back of the door
I've been going to sleep by the door
I've been keepin' that clip fully loaded
When I lost MJ, I was broken

I've been kickin' it by myself
I've been thinkin' 'bout nightmares
I've been thinkin' 'bout life ain't fair
I've been wipin' momma tears
Can't live my life in fear
Fuck a friend, I don't trust nobody
If I go, who got my mom?

I've been kickin' it by myself
I've been thinkin' 'bout nightmares
I've been thinkin' 'bout life ain't fair
I've been wipin' momma tears
Can't live my life in fear
Fuck a friend, I don't trust nobody
If I go, who got my mom?