"Complain" lyrics

I been up all night
I been up all day
And I try to find the words
But they say I just complain
And I'm never in a mood
And I try to stay away
You be blowing up my spot
Make me wanna shoot my brain
Check it out, ay

I been up all night
I been up all day
And I try to find the words
But they say I just complain
And I'm never in a mood
And I try to stay away
You be blowing up my spot
Make me wanna shoot my brain
I been thinking all the time
Why I gotta feel like shit
If these feelings are genetic
I don't wanna have no kids
No one gotta go through this, because I just wanna go
In this world I'm surrounded, but I feel so alone

This is what I feel
And this is all my moods
Medication I'm dependent ay
And the suicide is soon
Should I drink it all away?
Or shoot my shot just like some pool?
I can end it all today
I always feel like Imma lose

Cause they said that I'm a loser and they said that I'm a punk
Only thing that's on my mind right now is fucked up
And my family they despise me, my friends fucking hate me
My girl said she love me
I couldn't even date me
I know what to do, and I know I need it done
But I guess I'll fucking try, and wait for this fucking sun, cause I

I been up all night
I been up all day
And I try to find the words
But they say I just complain
And I'm never in a mood
And I try to stay away
You be blowing up my spot
Make me wanna shoot my brain

I been up all night
I been up all day
And I try to find the words
But they say I just complain
And I'm never in a mood
And I try to stay away
You be blowing up my spot
Make me wanna shoot my brain
I been thinking all the time
Why I gotta feel like shit
If these feelings are genetic
I don't wanna have no kids
No one gotta go through this, because I just wanna go
In this world I'm surrounded, but I feel so alone