"SUICIDAL THOUGHT" lyrics

The "G" is for glowin'
I've been knowing that I'm hurt
I could live, I could fly
I could make it to the top
Or I can end it right now
Take a step and watch me drop
My choice, my plan
Should I go or should I stop?
Put a 12 gauge shotty to my dome and let it pop
I hear voices in my head, screaming "do it", it don't stop
Bury me alive
Put me under, let me rot
Not a day goes by without a suicidal thought