"Slowly Healing" lyrics

Two sides to each knife in my back
Five stages, skipped one and went mad
Fuck dark, what you did was pitch black
I was already hopeless

My pain was first thing on your list
Got scabs from red flags that I missed
Bandaged, the wounds haven't closed yet
You sent me to my lowest

Now I'm slowly healing
That's all I ever asked for
Slowly healing
You never cared to know me
I hid behind the curtains
Buried all my feelings
You only saw the surface

I'm slowly healing
From the girl I adored
Slowly healing
From the shit I endured
Slowly healing
That's all I ever asked for

Never thought you'd make the list of my friends who have passed
Lost another part of me, happened way too fast
Damn, I wish that I could trust like I did in the past
Now the damage is done
And I'm broken in half

All the questions that I had seemed to answer themselves
My suspicions came to life, who's the crazy one now?
Tried to burn me with the gaslight, blow that shit out
I'm still reeling from the last night

Now I'm slowly healing
That's all I ever asked for
Slowly healing
You never cared to know me
I hid behind the curtains
Buried all my feelings
You only saw the surface

I'm slowly healing
From the girl I adored
Slowly healing
From the shit I endured
Slowly healing
That's all I ever asked for

Slowly healing
From the shit I endured
Slowly healing
From the girl I adore