"Used To That" lyrics

I'm way too cynical for my age
Afraid to dive too deep knowing things might change
It's hard to get used to things being okay
After all the love I've had to throw away

I can't help trying to fix
Thing that aren't broken yet
'Cause someone else, they made me think
That there ain't no happy ends

Every time you say I love you
And I don't say it back
I promise I'm not tryna hurt you
I'm just stuck in the past
When I'm at my worst you still put me first
While everyone's putting me last
Yeah, every time you say I love you
I'm still not used to that, I'm not used to that

Don't know what's so messed up in my head
Think you gonna ghost me even while you hold me
In my bed

I can't help trying to fix
Thing that aren't broken yet
'Cause someone else, they made me think
That there ain't no happy ends

Every time you say I love you
And I don't say it back
I promise I'm not tryna hurt you
I'm just stuck in the past
When I'm at my worst you still put me first
While everyone's putting me last
Yeah, every time you say I love you
I'm still not used to that, I'm not used to that

Yeah, I'm not used to that
Yeah, I'm not used to that
Yeah, I'm not used to that
Yeah, I'm not used to that

Every time you say I love you
I really wanna say it back
I promise I'm not tryna hurt you
But I'm still not used to that, I'm not used to that