"Can't Be Life" lyrics

"Can't Be Life"

(Simo Fre just killed this)

This shit must be payback (It's gotta)
'Cause I done did a lot of shit that I can't take back (That I can't take back)
Can't seem to keep a smile and I hate that (And I hate it)
Granny said, "You gon' wish you was a child" (A child)
When I grow up, I finally understand what she was sayin' now (Finally understand)
Dealing with these consequences as a man (As a man)
Wonder will it make me less of one if I ran from my problems? (If I ran)
What if I gave up on life and never get a chance to solve 'em? (Solve it)
Shit, it probably make my son hate his father (His dad)
If I chose to leave this Earth and forget about my toddler (Forget about my toddler)
I can kick the cup, but I might pick back up the bottle (I might pick back up the bottle)
Can you bring me a styrofoam? (Double cup, please), just make sure it's crushed ice (Crushed)
Four ain't enough, I done fucked around and poured a five in the Sprite (Poured a five up in the Sprite)
Let my guard down and it came right back on me (Came right back)
Knowin' I don't want nobody 'round me, a real loner (No, no)
Easy to say I love the ground with my real homies (With my dogs)
Been hard to tell what's really real and who playin' phony (Playin' phony)
About to cut the grass in the field, hope they ain't plannin' on me (Hope they ain't plannin' nothin')
It's the year of the snake (Yeah), gotta be prepared if they comin', I hope I ain't late (Playin' late)
All out of patience (All out of patience), I'm so tired of waitin' (So tired of waitin')
Just talked to Quelo and Smiley, yesterday was great (Was great)
Got hella faded just to celebrate bro graduation (I'm on the same today)
So many miles away (Miles away)
I hope I did enough for my fam' to say that they proud of me (Hope you proud of me, I hope you proud of me)
Fucked up it gotta be this way. It is what it is, I don't control a thing (I don't control shit)
Takin' pain killers for the pain (For the pain)
Don't need a umbrella, I'm used to the rain (I'm runnin' in the rain)
One thing came and made a lot of niggas change (Made a lot of niggas change)
Who are you and why the fuck you screamin' gang?
They ain't with us (They ain't with us), this shit gotta be payback (Payback)
Everything I did, I wish that I can take back (I wish that I can take back)
Devil don't wanna see me with a smile, he hate that (But he hate that)
Granny said, "You gon' wish you was a child" when I grow up (Gon' wish I was a child when I grown up)

Finally understand what she was sayin' now
I didn't get that shit when I was young but I'm a man now
Now I understand, understand, understand
Head back to the old me
Love is an action word, you gon' have to show me (That's what my brother told me)
Sayin' I believe
Please forgive me for my sins and we can call it even