"Next Life" lyrics

Hm, yeah, I've never tried my best
Hm, yeah, I've never tried my best

Ever imitated, not intimidated
If I cared what people thought, I would've never made it
Not that I ever made it, never been celebrated
But these words pay the rent and keep me medicated
And I've been hella faded, hell of an understatement
I've been off the grid, I'm manic and animated
Still hella underrated, debatably the greatest
Coming for the king, here's the crown, see if you can take it

You saw straight, I'll be good
Keep you sipping on drank, keep you smoking on wood
Couple ponies in the hood
Couple dollars in the bank, couple shawties in the room
And I've been doing great, I hope you can't relate
JK, whole life going up in flames
If I wake up and you're not there
I'ma lie one more time, say, "I don't care"

So I've been staying faded, I really thought I made it
I try my best, guess I never really acclimated
To who I really am, to who I wanna be
Who the hell am I? Who the hell is he?
Honestly, what the hell is wrong with me?
I've been turning blind eyes, I don't think I wanna see
'Cause I don't wanna think you've been out in front of me
Know you feel the same on the flip, on some symmetry

You saw straight, I'll be good
Keep you sipping on drank, keep you smoking on wood
Couple ponies in the hood
Couple dollars in the bank, couple shawties in the room
And I've been doing great, I hope you can't relate
JK, whole life going up in flames
If I wake up and you're not there
I'ma lie one more time, say, "I don't care"

So I lie to myself like, "I'ma improve, I'ma do it right next time"
"It's not the best time on a side quest line"
"Guess I'll never know now, maybe in the next life"
So I lie to myself like, "Not the problem, no, better luck next time"
"I'm not a mess, I'm not in over my head"
"I guess I'll never know now, maybe in the next life"