"Vacant" lyrics
Feel myself decay, I write and fall away
I'm not okay but that's okay, I don't care
By the way, I got carried away
I'm so sorry you're uncomfortable, I always feel the same
It's been the same thing since I was eighteen
I was glued to the ground, heart racing
I'll be fine if my hands stop shaking
This world is mine for the taking
'Cause I was so lost, I couldn't take it
I was stuck in my thoughts, eyes vacant
I'll be fine when my heart stops breaking
This world is mine, mine for the taking
I see the sun halfway through myself
I feel it failing with my health
I've got my problems, I've got my process
Walk it off and just come out lossless
I'm never anxious and always nauseous
It's all my fault, it's all because
This world is not my home, I'm so alone
I feel so fucking lost
It's been the same thing since I was eighteen
I was glued to the ground, heart racing
I'll be fine if my hands stop shaking
This world is mine for the taking
'Cause I was so lost, I couldn't take it
I was stuck in my thoughts, eyes vacant
I'll be fine when my heart stops breaking
This world is mine, mine for the taking
Whenever the toxin's calling me out, said I'm down bad
Like I don't know that
I said what I said, I did what I did
I was off on my own, I was off in my head again
Wishing that I was dead again
It's getting worse, this curse I inherited
One day, you'll get this right
Control my life and show that I'm not scared of it
It's been the same thing since I was eighteen
I was glued to the ground, heart racing
I'll be fine if my hands stop shaking
This world is mine for the taking
'Cause I was so lost, I couldn't take it
I was stuck in my thoughts, eyes vacant
I'll be fine when my heart stops breaking
This world is mine, mine for the taking
I'm not okay but that's okay, I don't care
By the way, I got carried away
I'm so sorry you're uncomfortable, I always feel the same
It's been the same thing since I was eighteen
I was glued to the ground, heart racing
I'll be fine if my hands stop shaking
This world is mine for the taking
'Cause I was so lost, I couldn't take it
I was stuck in my thoughts, eyes vacant
I'll be fine when my heart stops breaking
This world is mine, mine for the taking
I see the sun halfway through myself
I feel it failing with my health
I've got my problems, I've got my process
Walk it off and just come out lossless
I'm never anxious and always nauseous
It's all my fault, it's all because
This world is not my home, I'm so alone
I feel so fucking lost
It's been the same thing since I was eighteen
I was glued to the ground, heart racing
I'll be fine if my hands stop shaking
This world is mine for the taking
'Cause I was so lost, I couldn't take it
I was stuck in my thoughts, eyes vacant
I'll be fine when my heart stops breaking
This world is mine, mine for the taking
Whenever the toxin's calling me out, said I'm down bad
Like I don't know that
I said what I said, I did what I did
I was off on my own, I was off in my head again
Wishing that I was dead again
It's getting worse, this curse I inherited
One day, you'll get this right
Control my life and show that I'm not scared of it
It's been the same thing since I was eighteen
I was glued to the ground, heart racing
I'll be fine if my hands stop shaking
This world is mine for the taking
'Cause I was so lost, I couldn't take it
I was stuck in my thoughts, eyes vacant
I'll be fine when my heart stops breaking
This world is mine, mine for the taking
