"Zero" lyrics

Stay home on a school day
Watching holes on the TV
Feeling like zero
Like nobody sees me
No one ever asks me
If I'm cool if I'm alright
Wouldn't say that I'm not though
Keep it bottled up inside
Cursed with my own thoughts
Depression divides me (right behind me?)
I think I've got a sick love
For this pain that's inside me
I'm not really sure how
I could ever make this right
It feels like I'm dying
Keep it bottled up inside

It's coming back tides rise beneath the full moon
Meet me on the sidewalk
Meet me in my old room
And I'm down bad
Formed another habit
Ask me if I've changed
I'll lie and say I haven't
No

Funeral on a school day
Nothing good on the TV
Now I feel like a migraine
Like nobody needs me
Gonna lie when you ask me
Why I'm not going out now
Cause I know you want me there (for you)
And you'll probably be let down
I think I want to stay home
I don't want to hate you
But I know you don't care now
And I probably will soon
I'm bout to call plans off
I'll probably just get high
Feels like I'm dying
Keep it bottled up inside

It's coming back tides rise beneath the full moon
Meet me on the sidewalk
Meet me in my old room
Now I'm down bad
Formed another habit
Ask me if I've changed
I'll lie and say I haven't
No