"Wildcard" lyrics

You're a wildcard, unpredictable
So much self harm, it must feel miserable
You're a wildcard, and I don't ever know what I'll get
You're a wildcard, wild, oh, yes, you are

Do you remember all the times I loved you so?
Keeping house when you'd go missing all alone
Yet, that's your m-o, worry me to death
Make a huge scene, grab the keys as you left
Then go ghost, leave me in the wind
Till you show back up and do it all again

You're a wildcard, unpredictable
So much self harm, it must feel miserable
You're a wildcard, and I don't ever know what I'll get
You're a wildcard, wild, oh, yes, you are

There is so much tension when you walk in a room
No one knows how to react or what to do
The whole crowd's checking you out
There are eggshells on the ground
You sober everyone up when you order a round
And round and round and round it goes
And round and round and round it goes
And round and round and round it goes again

You're a wildcard, unpredictable
So much self harm, it must feel miserable
You're a wildcard, and I don't ever know what I'll get
You're a wildcard, wild, oh, yes, you are