"you got me fucked up" lyrics

You know I'm blacked out, I'm fucked up, I'm trying to believe
That all the pictures and stories are not what they seem
And I've been telling myself not to be naive
Because if all this is true then I just wanna leave

You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up

Been smoking daily, like maybe it'll kill the time
Or at least use it as an excuse for these bloodshot eyes
I knew you'd move on but, damn, how'd you move on so fast?
I can't stand the thought of you making me your past

You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up

I'm fucked up, I'm trippin', I'm tryna figure out
What the hell life's supposed to feel like without you now
I'm confused, I can't focus, you invade every thought
You said you'd never leave, what the fuck, you just forgot?
And all I want is your honest answer
Was it ever really love, why wasn't I good enough?
How you with someone new when you said I was the one
But I don't wanna hear you're happy, I don't wanna know where you live
I don't wanna know why you left, I just wanna get through this
I don't wanna see your friends, I don't wanna see your family
I don't wanna be reminded of how hard it is to breathe
I don't wanna be reminded of you minus me
You fucked up my heart, you fucked up my head
You fucked with every reason I never let anyone in
You fucked up my love, you fucked up my trust
Every single thing about you has got me fucked up

You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up
You've got me fucked up