"Not That Deep" lyrics

I need something new to fuck up
Cause good got good enough
Ran over your heart with a semi truck
And tried to call it love
Take a couple trazodone
Drink enough caffeine to see the holy ghost
You were talking about your horoscope
I spaced out about a decade ago

Tell me why
Do I even try
To be someone who I don't wanna be
Fuck that guy cause he used to be me
I'm just tryna survive
In a world that feels like it's coming for me
Leave me alone man, it's not that deep

So this is what it feels like
It's like I've never satisfied
And you caught on a good night
You should see me on a bad one sometime
Just doing cocaine like a Kennedy
Sayin what I really mean in parenthesis
Yeah sometimes I forget that I'm not 23
And I gotta figure this shit out eventually

Tell me why
Do I even try
To be someone who I don't wanna be
Fuck that guy cause he used to be me
I'm just tryna survive
In a world that feels like it's coming for me
Leave me alone man, it's not that deep

I am god
I am trash
I am everything
Here at last
I'm the king
I'm an asshole
And I'm burning down this castle

Tell me why
Do I even try
To be someone who I don't wanna be
Fuck that guy cause he used to be me
I'm just tryna survive
In a world that feels like it's coming for me
Leave me alone man, it's not that deep