"Scarz" lyrics

I put my pain in it hopin' that they feelin' me
Don't go no where I need your love until infinity
These scars gon' last forever, look what this shit did to me
PTSD so bad, my choppa got to sleep with me
I'm tryna hide my scars, hope you don't see the demon in me
Why the fuck my pistol had to jam when I needed it
I'm askin' Pop, "Am I gon' die? How bad I'm bleeding?", thought I was gone
Ain't got nobody else, so why the fuck you leaving? Thought I was strong
I'm on the road, I'm grindin', sad I can't see Baby Z
Got all these racks but still ain't happy, need lil' sis with me
Can't really feel no love, I keep my stick on me
Got lips like India, I love it when she kiss on me
I ain't no lame, she see what time I'm on
Rich sex, fuck her with my diamonds on
Big checks, buss her down, come put this Carti' on
I wonder what she see in me, I'm thuggin' livin' wrong
Eat that pussy 'til it soak in, fuck so good can't leave me 'lone, can't leave me 'lone, no

Don't wanna be here no more
Bend on the opps up the score
Don't wanna be here no more
Bend on the opps up the score
Don't wanna be here no more
Bend on the opps up the score
Don't wanna be here no more

I was downbad on the benches, when I talk it's for the trenches
Don't do no diss, I'll drop a bag, so keep me out your mentions
I fuck her mouth, I make her gag, we keep 'em out our business
My fifty-round sit in her bag, Chanel for all my bitches
Losin' the ones I love, lost everything I ever had, I ever had
Losin' the ones I love, lost everything I ever had

Bend on the opps up the score
Don't wanna be here no more
Bend on the opps up the score
Don't wanna be here no more