"Hopeless" lyrics

There's some drugs on the counter
I've been drinking all night
I ain't doing this for fun
It's the only thing that helps with getting by
Most of the time I wish I was someone else
Maybe then I could save me from myself
Devil's on my shoulder, dark thoughts fill my mind
Don't bother tryna help, you'll waste your time

'Cause I'm broken
Like a record on repeat, digging my own grave
Driving
Swerving on two lanes, dying from this pain
It feels like there's no way out
Happiness is gone somehow
And I'm still a kid, wasting years
I guess
I'm just hopeless

When people ask if I'm okay
I just smile through the pain
Laying up at night, staring at these walls
Sometimes I wish I felt nothing at all

'Cause I'm broken
Like a record on repeat, digging my own grave
Driving
Swerving on two lanes, dying from this pain
It feels like there's no way out
Happiness is gone somehow
And I'm still a kid, wasting years
I guess
I'm just hopeless
I'm just hopeless

There ain't no going back
To the kid I used to be
Looks like I'll just suffer being me

'Cause I'm broken
Like a record on repeat, digging my own grave
Driving
Swerving on two lanes, dying from this pain
It feels like there's no way out
Happiness is gone somehow
And I'm still a kid, wasting years
I guess
I'm just hopeless
I'm just hopeless