"All Eyes Shut" lyrics

When it comes to being me
I don't like what I see
A thousand stares into the mirror
Tryna find what makes me weaker
When it comes to being me
I embrace anxiety
Will the hurt I feed myself drain from this body?

When they lay me down one last time
Will I be at peace?

Someday
The pain will conquer me
All eyes shut, forget the sadness
Cross my heart and pray for silence
One day I'll be alright
One day I'll walk the road unguided
All eyes shut, forget the sadness

(Forget the sadness...)

That's when it hits me again
When I am struggling
When I am on the edge of everything, I'm falling
Just another deeper mechanism
I can't cry as the fear has slowly washed them away
This is the life made for me
From roof to floor, the house of sorrow I've built
Opens up at nightfall
That's when it all starts coming back
I need to tell myself to look at everything I have done

Someday
The pain will conquer me
All eyes shut, forget the sadness
Cross my heart and pray for silence
One day I'll be alright
One day I'll walk the road unguided
All eyes shut, forget the sadness

Someday...
Someday...

I know I'll be alright
I know I'll live the life I wanted
Cross my heart, make way for silence...