"Homeschooled" lyrics

I try my best to not miss my friends
Kinda wonder if they miss me too
Came together where it all began
Some different endings for some different dudes
Its been awhile since I thought about it
Been awhile since I told myself the truth
I admit that I was miserable
Truth be told I'm still astounded how it all came together while I'm homeschooled
I've been feelin' kinda lonely
Feeling kinda anxious I guess
Fated to be famous in a minute or less
I'm just waitin' for the moment I can take my success and hope that I won't crumple under all this stress
I digress, 'cause it's like everything is overrated
I only left because I hated school and who I dated
I only left because the standards were too high for my awkward state of mind, kinda glad that I left
Didn't know if I would make it but that's life
Livin' is a blessin' and a curse
And I've been strugglin' to even find the words to find the time to write a verse
Without how everything is better and worse
So I just say the ones that I rehearsed
Like I was pretty good at football 'till I left
Pretty good at talkin' 'till I dipped
Pretty damn smart for a kid
I was as talented as I thought I was skilled
Skippin' down the hall with a pad and a pen
I was singin' in the choir, felt like everything was alright
Pretty damn smooth if I can say it myself
Everything might've fallen apart but it's all ok
I had to leave 'cause I did it for my health
And yes I have regrets, yes I guess that I miss you
Pretty fair that I miss them, all the jokes and the issues
Yes I miss my teachers almost everyone too
Which I couldn't taken by
Yeah I'm never comin' back but I miss you Irving High and that's that (Facts)