"Pity" lyrics

Take it slow, bottom of pills is what I care about
Attention to the details getting paramount
I'm searching for a fairy tune, something I can bear to doubt
But even so I open up my eyes and want to tear 'em out
This isn't about the opposition, I don't care about competition
I'm worried 'bout my position and what the hell I'll do to fix it
It's something different. If I don't make it then wish me well
And if I do then I doubt I'll be leaving from this case to hell
Like, Impressions make the point I'm dressing up for the lesson
And feeling lesser than the person that I know I should be better than
They're saying depression, it's a question about my demon
Said I let them in connections with affection have been severed for protection then
I'm just tryna take it slow, I'm thinking that you should know
You're not like the other ones, you're a thought I put to metronome
I don't know how to feel good the standard is just bare enough
I don't know how the people tend to muster up a careful love

I don't want your pity, I just want your silence
I don't want your pity, I just want your silence

All this talk about me really opens up my eyelids
If you want attention then remove all of the lies written
Or you'll ride with it, windows on the side tinted slow
If you wanna be okay better learn to let it go
Cause this isn't no pretending I swear it isn't just a show
But everything that's tried to live has always ended up cold

I don't want your pity, I just want your silence
I don't want your pity, I just want your silence

Thought of feeling empty got me steady lying
And the fear of growing up has got me always dying
I don't want your pity, I just want your silence
Please just let me go and do it how I want to try it
This a song that isn't pretty by someone who's done with scribing all his thoughts of who he wants to be instead about his mileage

I don't want your pity, I just want your silence