"Never Mine, Never Yours" lyrics

I'm sorry I let you down
I said some things that I never should've said
And I know you're hurting
But I've been somewhere else
I closed my eyes and all I ever saw was her
My head was burning

It's not okay, it's not alright
But I can't take it back

I just tried to feel something that I only felt when we started drinking
I know it isn't fair cause I've been selfish and I wasn't thinking
'Cause I still loved someone else
I tried to feel something that wasn't there
'Cause you were never mine and I was never yours

I'm so sick of hiding it
My hearts not in it and I don't think its ever been
And I'm tired of fighting
I hate that I've been lying for all of these years
You asked me all about her and I said you've got nothing fear
And that I had let her go

It's not okay, it's not alright
I held you close when I was down
But honestly, it was always gonna be somebody else

I just tried to feel something that I only felt when we started drinking
I know it isn't fair 'cause I've been selfish and I wasn't thinking
'Cause I still loved someone else
I just tried to feel something that wasn't there
'Cause you were never mine and I was never yours

I was never yours
No, I was never yours
I was never yours