"Grow Up" lyrics

Don't wanna watch my dad die
Damn I know that I'll cry
Didn't get along till I think I was twenty
Don't wanna see my mom pass
Couldn't fucking take that
No I never call but I hope they still love me
Yeah they used to be super heroes saving my butt
Now I know they're just people only loving their son
And if getting old is saying goodbye to the people I love
Yeah
I don't wanna grow up

Damn
All of the time
Where did it go
I don't understand
I look at my dad
I'm lookin like him
Am I a man
Ain't lookin ahead
Somebody said
I need a plan
I tried but I can't stop thinking

Where should I be
Where could I be
Where would I be without
The ones that share my blood
Fuck
Who should I be
Who could I be
Who would I be without
The ones who raised me up

Don't wanna watch my dad die
Damn I know that I'll cry
Didn't get along till I think I was twenty
Don't wanna see my mom pass
Couldn't fucking take that
No I never call but I hope they still love me
Yeah they used to be super heroes saving my butt
Now I know they're just people only loving their son
And if getting old is saying goodbye to the people I love
Yeah
I don't wanna grow up

Life
It ain't slowing down
I ain't catching up
It ain't being nice
If times gonna heal
Then why is it time
That cuts like a knife
Its beating me up
Giving me bruises
I need some ice
I try but I can't stop thinking

Where should I be
Where could I be
Where would I be without
Their voices in my head
Yeah
Who should I be
Who could I be
Who would I be without
The ones that know me best

Don't wanna watch my dad die
Damn I know that I'll cry
Didn't get along till I think I was twenty
Don't wanna see my mom pass
Couldn't fucking take that
No I never call but I hope they still love me
Yeah they used to be super heroes saving my butt
Now I know they're just people only loving their son
And if getting old is saying goodbye to the people I love
Yeah
I don't wanna grow up