"I Want Out" lyrics

My friends all think I'm crazy
I feel like I'm insane
It makes more sense to die
Then to always feel this way
I'd rather break my body
I just want back control
So is there anybody
To explain why I'm alone?

'Cause I hate this shit
But I can't say shit
Without drawing attention
And I hate this shit
But I can't say shit
Without burning my bridges

I want out
I want out right now
But I'm afraid of what happens now
If I give in
If I give into the pain
What can I say?
I'm so afraid

I see a million doctors
Choked down a million pills
I smoke until I'm rollin'
I drink until I feel
Let me get a shot of whiskey
Can you pass another bowl?
I'll drive home a little sloppy
Paranoid and miserable

'Cause I hate this shit
But I can't say shit
Without drawing attention
Ha
And I hate this shit
But I can't say shit
Without burning my bridges

I want out
I want out right now
But I'm afraid of what happens now
If I give in
If I give into the pain
What can I say?
I'm so afraid

I'm so afraid