"Lacuna" lyrics

If I'd survive the bullet, forget your face
Then I would pull the trigger just to erase your name
Your name
There's a piece of you in every part of me
If I could rip it out, maybe finally I'd change
Is it too late?

I'd pay to get you out of my mind, out of my mind
Destroy the place and the time, place and the time
Ooh, misery I owe you
If I could leave you behind, leave you behind
Forget the years that I find each and every lie
For you, it's not a moment too soon

You can't stay, you can't stay, I mean it
I fall back, fall into my feelings
Your words keep me awake
But I'll destroy the lines left in your faith
You can't stay, you can't stay, I mean it
I fall back, fall into my feelings
I can't drink you away
But I'll black out, whatever it takes

There were a lot of firsts I quit believing
Even if there was a God, He wasn't leading
It was all about you when you watched me tie that noose
You kicked the chair then started screaming
Praying that you'd save me when you really never meant it
All of your words fall through, but somehow I still want you

I'd pay to get you out of my mind, out of my mind
Destroy the place and the time, place and the time
Ooh, misery I owe you
If I could leave you behind, leave you behind
Forget the years that I find each and every lie
For you, it's not a moment too soon

You can't stay, you can't stay, I mean it
I fall back, fall into my feelings
Your words keep me awake
But I'll destroy the lines left in your faith
You can't stay, you can't stay, I mean it
I fall back, fall into my feelings
I can't drink you away
But I'll black out, whatever it takes

Why, why, why?
I just need a little time, time, time
To move on
Why, why, why?
It'd be better if you'd lie, lie, lie
And let me go
It's all because of you I hate myself
I always fucking wish I'm someone else
You always had a plan to save yourself
But I did my time in this private hell
It's all you, you, you
Always making every dream come true
Before you take it from me
You you you
Live for pain, love for pleasure
We're not together now

I'd pay to get you out of my mind, out of my mind
Destroy the place and the time, place and the time
Ooh, misery I owe you
If I could leave you behind, leave you behind
Forget the years that I find each and every lie
For you, it's not a moment too soon

You can't stay, you can't stay, I mean it
I fall back, fall into my feelings
Your words keep me awake
But I'll destroy the lines left in your faith
You can't stay, you can't stay, I mean it
I fall back, fall into my feelings
I can't drink you away
But I'll black out, whatever it takes