"Talking To Myself" lyrics

I
Can't believe
That apartment fees
Will be the death of me

I
Can't relax
Living paycheck to paycheck
Back to back

Scrub my sink till it's clean
Pick my skin till it bleeds
If anybody knows the fix then
I'll take the number of a place to fix it
Yeah yeah
My only enemy is my mind
It's been killing me from inside
How many melodys can I write
I keep on telling you I'm not fine
I'm not fine

I don't fuck with people
So I'll just sit here online and
Pretend
I don't know what I'm saying
I'm just talking to myself again

I'm
Losing track
Do the voices in my head like me back

I
Wanna breathe
But I think life is kinda sick of me

I don't fuck with people
So I'll just sit here online and
Pretend
I don't know what I'm saying
I'm just talking to myself again

Don't you freak out freak out
I'm fine
I just get lost inside my mind
I say my thoughts out loud sometimes
I wish I could shut my mouth
But I'm just talking to myself

Don't you freak out freak out
I'm fine
I just get lost inside my mind
I say my thoughts out loud sometimes
I wish I could shut my mouth
But I'm just talking to myself

I wish I could shut my mouth
But I'm just talking to myself