"Recollect My Thoughts" lyrics

Father God, thank you for being here for me
You know
Help me treat every situation with respect
Meaning, respecting myself and staying calm through all situations
I'm a grown man now

I got pain upon my heart
I ain't the sacrifice
I've been in a dark room
Can you turn on the lights?
Even though I think of money
You stay on my mind
Talkin' 'bout some cheap shit
You can't be on my line
Let me recollect my thoughts
I'm trynna find my purpose
I've been taking all these chances
Thinking is it worth it?
I didn't know how to give her love
So she got a Birkin
I know you see me hurting
Baby I'm not perfect
I'm on papers doing drugs
Do you feel my pain?
Tell me you my brother
I know you gone change
When I'm in my feelings
I go to the bank
I've been fighting with my past
Got me feeling strange

These niggas too fake
I need a new K
Forever silent, never trippin
Keep my shoes laced
And I done thought about giving up
I know I'm too great
Bro in my whip, with Gucci shoes
I'm riding with two snakes
I've been running from my scars
Running from my past
I've been praying on your love
Hoping it's gonna last
You gotta pay me in some bands
I don't do romance
All these struggles in my life keep fucking up my plans

Girl et me recollect my thoughts
I'm trynna find my purpose
I've been taking all these chances
Thinking is it worth it?
And I couldn't give her love
So she got a Birkin
I know you see me hurting
Baby I'm not perfect

Let me recollect my thoughts
I'm trynna find my purpose
I've been taking all these chances
Thinking is it worth it?
I didn't know how to give her love
So she got a Birkin
I know you see me hurting
Baby I'm not perfect