"Wonder" lyrics

I've been lyin' awake
Tryna hide it away
'Cause it hurts when I say your name out loud
In the strangest of way
I'm in love with the pain, yeah
'Cause it reminds me of you

Amy said just today
That she's doin' okay
'Cause there's a flicker of you in your son's eyes
Adam's just not the same
He won't mention your name
Now he drinks a little more each night

Is it wrong to say I'm mad about you leavin'
'Cause my heart's in pain and I can't stop the bleedin'
And I wonder how you are
I just wonder how you are

I've done my fallin' apart
I gotta live with these scars
And I hope you're proud of me
'Cause when I play my guitar
Sing these songs from my heart
You're still alive in my memory

Is it wrong to say I'm mad about you leavin'
'Cause my heart's in pain and I can't stop the bleedin'
And I wonder how you are
I just wonder how you are

It's not wrong to say I'm mad about you leavin'
'Cause my heart's in pain but it keeps on beatin'
And every time your name comes into my thoughts
I see you smile
And I smile

It's not wrong to say I'm mad about you leavin'
'Cause my heart's in pain but it keeps on beatin'
And every time your name comes into my thoughts
I see you smile
And I smile

And I wonder how you are
I still wonder how you are