"grave digger" lyrics

Luna

I've been desensitized, still walking through the rain
Pills in my pocket, got it mixed up with some pain
Everybody fake, everybody want a name
Come and catch in the dark with the [?] next to the blade
I don't wanna talk, I just wanna feel numb
Ashes in the sink, another line till I'm done
Mama said pray, but the lord never comes
So I go through hell 'cause I know it's where I'm from

Backseats smell like weed, smoking old liquor
Eyes low, looking like a real grave digger
Two bad habits and they both got bigger
One says live, other one pulls trigger
I don't trust shit, not friends, not love
Seeing too many snakes, try to act like love
Bitch wants attention, I just want drugs and everybody leaves when the lights go (go-go-)

I've been desensitized, still walking through the rain
Pills in my pocket, got it mixed up with some pain
Everybody fake, everybody want a name
Come and catch in the dark with the [?] next to the blade
I don't wanna talk, I just wanna feel numb
Ashes in the sink, another line till I'm done
Mama said pray, but the lord never comes
So I go through hell 'cause I know it's where I'm from

Still hear screams, when the room go quiet
Still seek else, where the drugs get violent
Trying to feel peace, but I can't stay silence
Whole damn soul turned cold and spineless

I've been desensitized, still walking through the rain
Pills in my pocket, got it mixed up with some pain
Everybody fake, everybody want a name
Come and catch in the dark with the [?] next to the blade
I don't wanna talk, I just wanna feel numb
Ashes in the sink, another line till I'm done
Mama said pray, but the lord never comes
So I go through hell 'cause I know it's where I'm from (from-from-from-from)