"LOWER" lyrics

All of the time that I thought was lost
Was it real at all?
My body's been fading, like evaporating
I cannot take hold of life
Watching past the mirror's glass
All the lives that I've had
My mind invaded, in truth I feel jaded
To fear that I'd regress back

I should know by now that I was never here
Pinching myself to snap out of it, gain some self-respect
You should know by now that I was never real
In fact, I don't hide it, I scream about it so I wouldn't feel so fake

Will there ever gonna be a time
Without the world crushing our souls?
White-hot to push us lower
Cut throats to not feel hollow
What it means to be alive
If there's no part to fit into
White-hot to push us lower
Cut throats to not feel hollow

There's a hole in my chest, what is left will curve the time
And it swallows everything, everybody that's left to love
Let out
It bends all my limbs, wishing that I'd be paralyzed
Cut out
The parts that make me whole, coincide in another time

In my mind, I am always lost, but I'm happier now
The knives in my back can't hurt me so bad if I dream them to be gone

Will there ever gonna be a time
Without the world crushing our souls
White-hot to push us lower
Cut throats to not feel hollow
What it means to be alive
If there's no part to fit into
White-hot to push us lower
Cut throats to not feel hollow

Cut throats to not feel hollow
Push it to the ground, push it lower and lower
Cut throats to not feel hollow
Put me to the ground, put me six feet under

Cut throats to not feel hollow
Push it to the ground, push it lower and lower
Cut throats to not feel hollow
Put me to the ground, put me six feet under now

Lower and lower
Lower and lower
Lower and lower