"Reflection" lyrics

I look in the mirror
And I hate my reflection
Watch hands move on the clock
Till my head spin
Now all I can do is
Pick apart my imperfections
Don't give me fate love
Just give me fake love

I look in the mirror
And I hate my reflection
Watch hands move on the clock
Till my head spin
Now all I can do is
Pick apart my imperfections
Don't give me fate love
Just give me fake love

Shouldn't put me down
Your words can be ever painful
Say you hold me down
But attack from every angle
I always hold you down
But you never come around
You never come around

I couldn't help myself
You smiled and I was lost
In a lovesick world endorphins
They can be toxic
You played me for a fool
Cause love was never an option
No, love was never an option

I want to wake up
And feel like this life is a blessing
Instead I'm drinking whiskey
Loading bullets in my F-N
Leave everything I own
To my family and best friends
And I know it ain't your fault
I just can't keep on pretending
That I love my life and everything is fine around me
While I feel like I'm drowning
Demons they surround me
Talking very loudly
All inside my head
I know its all inside my head cause

I look in the mirror
And I hate my reflection
Watch hands move on the clock
Till my head spin
Now all I can do is
Pick apart my imperfections
Don't give me fate love
Just give me fake love

Shouldn't put me down
Your words can be ever painful
Say you hold me down
But attack from every angle
I always hold you down
But you never come around
You never come around