"I Was So Afraid To Live" lyrics
I was so afraid to live
Like an arrow, point let go and watch the atoms split
Didn't know I was beaten down by a hand me down of shame of guilt
Shaking off the shadow of a monument my family built
I hope you can hear me now as the colors fade the stars come out
You're my history, receding tide, you're impossible, but so was I
All the love that I had perceived as fated was toxicity
And I was sick I couldn't breathe, you were drunk and fast asleep
Like an arrow, point let go and watch the atoms split
Didn't know I was beaten down by a hand me down of shame of guilt
Shaking off the shadow of a monument my family built
I hope you can hear me now as the colors fade the stars come out
You're my history, receding tide, you're impossible, but so was I
All the love that I had perceived as fated was toxicity
And I was sick I couldn't breathe, you were drunk and fast asleep
