"sad on the weekend" lyrics

Can't remember the last time that I had a good night's sleep
Waking myself up at 4AM grinding my teeth
Seven years in LA I been at it, it still feels like it's never gonna happen
Tell me is it not my time, or is it not for me

Maybe that's just one of the reasons
Why I'm so sad on the weekend
And all my friends are having fun
I don't wanna see anyone
Let me tell you, a secret
I'm sad on the weekend

I only get to see my family when somebody's sick
My little cousin's taller than me now, what did I miss
And I never wrote songs with my brother
Even if they were bad, we'd still be with each other
I'm not home enough to work on relationships

Maybe that's just one of the reasons
Why I'm so sad on the weekend
And all my friends are having fun
I don't wanna see anyone
Let me tell you, a secret
I'm sad on the weekend
I'm sad on the weekend

I wish I could go, but I can't
That's just the way I am
At least now you understand
At least now you understand

I wish I could go, but I can't
That's just the way I am
At least now you understand
At least now you understand

Maybe that's just one of the reasons
Why I'm so sad on the weekend
All my friends are having fun
I don't wanna see anyone
Let me tell you, a secret
Let me tell you, a secret
Let me tell you, a secret