"Vanishing" lyrics

Felt it all along but it's finally taking hold inside and
I'm just not that strong to push it all aside

Like a burning in my heart
(I try to block it out)
It was coming from the start
(I've always gone without)
But it doesn't stop the pain
(It hurts it hurts)
When you feel you're fading once again

And I'm blurring once again
(Am I even real?)
Seeping right back through the walls
(What is it to feel?)
And before your vacant eyes
(You can't see)
I will vanish with no trace at all

Felt it all along but it's finally taking hold inside and
I'm just not that strong to push it all aside
I've never quite belonged
Even those I hold so dear don't see me
And it feels so wrong to stand alone in envy
(But it hurts. It hurts. But it hurts)

How can you stop from vanishing when no one knows you're there?
How can you make them see you if they don't actually care?
Always only outside, never on the inside
What can I not get right?
Maybe if you lie to me tell me that it's fine maybe
I could be alright?
How can you stop from vanishing when no one knows you're there?
How can you make them see you if they don't actually care?
Always outside never on the inside
What can I not get right?
Maybe if you lie to me tell me that it's fine maybe
I could be alright?
Be alright