"Last Hope" lyrics

I don't even know myself at all
I thought I would be happy right now
The more I try to push it, I realize
I gotta let go of control

Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
So let it happen

It's just a spark but it's enough
To keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

Every night I try my best to dream
Tomorrow makes it better
Then I look into the cold reality
Then not a thing has changed

But it will happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen, oh
Gotta let it happen

It's just a spark but it's enough
To keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

And the salt in my wounds
Isn't burning anymore than it used to
It's not that I don't feel the pain
It's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore
And the blood in these veins
Isn't pumping any less than it ever has
And that's the hope I have, the only thing I'll know
That's keeping me alive, alive

It's just a spark but it's enough
To keep me going, so if I let go of control now
I can be strong when no one's around
It keeps glowing, yeah
It's just a spark but it's enough
To keep me going, so I just keep my eyes closed
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing, oh yeah

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh