"Happy As Hell" lyrics

What am I doing? I feel so stupid
I'm walking back and forth
Between the fridge and layin' on the sofa cushions
I should get off of my phone
And probably fold my clothes
No motivation, no concentration
Why did I spend all of my money on a fucking college education?
Maybe I should call my mom instead of writing songs

I like to say, "I'm okay"
Just need to take another personal day
Feels like I'm never gonna get my shit together

Why, why, why am I so hard on myself?
I try but all this trying just doesn't help
I feel like such a fuck up smiling like I'm happy as hell
Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah, ah, ah)

I'm such a loser, wish I was cooler
I'm never gonna measure up
I think I need to use a different ruler (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
'Cause it's bringing me down
Should I get off the couch? No
Maybe I'll turn a new leaf, shake my anxiety
And everything will be easy
Won't even have to think about it (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Yeah, wouldn't it be nice if I could fix my life?

I like to say, "I'm okay"
Just need to take another personal day
Feels like I'm never (Never, never, never, never) gonna get my shit together

Why, why, why am I so hard on myself?
I try but all this trying just doesn't help
I feel like such a fuck up smiling like I'm happy as hell
Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah, ah, ah)

Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah, ah, ah)
(What am I doing? I feel so stupid)
Why am I so hard on myself? (I try, I try, I try)
Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah-ah-ah)
Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah)
I feel like, feel like such a fuck up
I feel like, feel like such a fuck up
I feel like, feel like such a fuck up