"Delusional" lyrics

Sometimes I think that I'm delusional because I gotta
Make a perfect picture in my head why do I bother
I would lay my coat down in the mud I happily offer
To be your doormat cause I'm convinced you'll correct my posture

Not a care in the world
Not a chance
Not a choice
No discard in how I feel
Got no sense
Got no voice
It's important to me
That I'm hosting your joy
Aahh...

Now look at what I've started
Done being brokenhearted
I think I'm gonna try being delusional
I might do something stupid
A self appointed cupid
I think I kinda like being delusional

I trace your name across the life I dream but never live in
The only time I snap back out is when there's something missing
Cause only perfect rosey tinted love is I witness
I wanna deep dive your biology fuck chem and physics

I'm a state
I pour my heart out then get up sing it on stage
Yeah how we met was so organic ain't it strange
Cause I was checking your location on the down low with my mates

Cause you got too much on your plate
Can I can take it all away
Don't wanna hear a damn complaint
Cause baby I'll do anything to cop your second name

Not a care in the world
Not a chance
Not a choice
To discard in how I feel
Got no sense
Got no voice
It's important to me
I'm the source your joy
Aahh...

Now look at what we've started
Done being brokenhearted
I think I'm gonna try being delusional
I might do something stupid
A self appointed cupid
I think I kinda like being delusional

I made peace with the fact that it's fiction
Boxed it up tied a bow with a ribbon
So ignore everything that I've written
You just don't get the vision