"Make Me Remember" lyrics

I wanna cry my heart out
I cannot tolerate it anymore
Really need something just to be sure
If I could still get out from this fucking door just like everyone did
Mm Mm Mm Mm Mm (Mm Mm)

I really wanna cry so loud
I know I'm such a mess out from this crowd
Call me hurricane and I'mma take a bow
I mastered breaking down without a sound just like everyone did
Mm Mm Mm Mm Mm (Mm Mm)

And I'll give another try to watch my life's rewind
Leave me to decide
If I'd get up, put up a fight
I'll hold my pen and try to write a letter
That I could play and sing to you on a stormy weather
You know I'm loving life but sometimes it gets harder
My guardian angel, please make me remember

I wanna cry my heart out
I learned to love the pain, oh what a shame
It's what I have to deal with everyday
It's the only thing that demands my stay when no one else did
Mm Mm Mm Mm Mm (Mm Mm)

I really wanna cry so loud
Nothing's soothing me now anymore
My pills and I are fucking so hardcore
I'm sorry once again I'm on the floor when no one else did
Mm Mm Mm Mm Mm (Mm Mm)

And I'll give another try to watch my life's rewind
Leave me to decide
If I'd get up, put up a fight
I'll hold my pen and try to write a letter
That I could play and sing to you on a stormy weather
You know I'm loving life but sometimes it gets harder
My guardian angel, please make me remember