"Rip Out Your Eyes" lyrics

I wanna rip out your eyes and put them inside my skull
Maybe then you'd see my life and wouldn't be so damn cold
You think being me's easy (Easy), you've never seen me really (Really)
I wanna rip out my eyes and put them in your perfect skull

One, two, three, four

I'm a mess, I procrastinate my whole life away
Laying in bed, just scrolling on my phone tryna forget
About the stress, my teachers said I'm lazy and I never tried
My best, but I swear, if they felt how I feel, they'd learn to judge me less

I wanna rip out your eyes and put them inside my skull
Maybe then you'd see my life and wouldn't be so damn cold
You think being me's easy (Easy), you've never seen me really (Really)
I wanna rip out my eyes and put them in your perfect skull

And if your eyes aren't enough
Let's cut my veins and see the venom deep inside
Running up into my brain
No, I'm not kidding, I'm alive
But I'm barely hanging on
Most days, I feel like giving up
But I keep going
Hoping that my life won't always have to suck

But it feels like every year I'm here
It gets a little worse
Like the pain just keeps on building
I swear, one day, I'ma burst
And I've tried my best to be better
But it just doesn't work
No, I promise I'm not lying
Let me show you that it hurts

I wanna rip out your eyes and put them inside my skull
Maybe then you'd see my life and wouldn't be so damn cold
You think being me's easy (Easy), you've never seen me really (Really)
I wanna rip out my eyes and put them in your perfect skull