"The Deep End" lyrics
(feat. KC Makes Music)
I'm all alone again
I've got no place to go
I'm broken
I can't control
All of my demons
Please don't let me fall
Off of the deep end
My talent and gift is music and lifting
Other people up when they feel like a misfit
I made it my mission and thought it'd be different
Than the shitty conditions that I currently live in
After all the success I had I'm still sad
Nothing ever fixed the hole that my chest has
Views, likes, shares never seem to fix shit
I might need a refill or a new prescription
I still deal with an eating addiction
Gotta buy new clothes 'cause the old don't fit me
Friends go ghost when I need 'em the most
And it's all fake love, they won't pick up the phone
What will it take for me to be happy?
In the back laughing, living a rap dream
If I die, I wonder if they'll miss me
Why waste my breath? It's like no one's listening
I'm all alone again
I've got no place to go, I'm broken
I can't control all of my demons
Please don't let me fall off of the deep end
Yeah, the way I
Light up a room when I'm in it, the centre of attention
A people's person, a person pleaser to ease his tension
Infections presence, people tend to come my direction
The bottom line it's unlikely that I don't get a mention
But I have these tendencies of extroverted energy
To overcompensate for the fact that I don't get any peace
I'm my biggest enemy, I'm questioning like everything
And isolating more than being social, it's unsettling
I got all that I need and it's all that I want until I got it
I think I'm broken, I'm cupping my face and screaming "Stop it"
I seem to focus on negative like defective products
I tend to walk on the edge of it like the center's lava
I spend a lot of time alone, I know I got it on my own
I don't think I'll be going out this weekend
And it's impossible to know
If Imma conquer this or Imma keep on floating 'til I'm off the deep end
I'm all alone again
I've got no place to go, I'm broken
I can't control
All of my demons
Please don't let me fall off of the deep end
I've got no place to go
I'm broken
I can't control
All of my demons
Please don't let me fall
Off of the deep end
My talent and gift is music and lifting
Other people up when they feel like a misfit
I made it my mission and thought it'd be different
Than the shitty conditions that I currently live in
After all the success I had I'm still sad
Nothing ever fixed the hole that my chest has
Views, likes, shares never seem to fix shit
I might need a refill or a new prescription
I still deal with an eating addiction
Gotta buy new clothes 'cause the old don't fit me
Friends go ghost when I need 'em the most
And it's all fake love, they won't pick up the phone
What will it take for me to be happy?
In the back laughing, living a rap dream
If I die, I wonder if they'll miss me
Why waste my breath? It's like no one's listening
I'm all alone again
I've got no place to go, I'm broken
I can't control all of my demons
Please don't let me fall off of the deep end
Yeah, the way I
Light up a room when I'm in it, the centre of attention
A people's person, a person pleaser to ease his tension
Infections presence, people tend to come my direction
The bottom line it's unlikely that I don't get a mention
But I have these tendencies of extroverted energy
To overcompensate for the fact that I don't get any peace
I'm my biggest enemy, I'm questioning like everything
And isolating more than being social, it's unsettling
I got all that I need and it's all that I want until I got it
I think I'm broken, I'm cupping my face and screaming "Stop it"
I seem to focus on negative like defective products
I tend to walk on the edge of it like the center's lava
I spend a lot of time alone, I know I got it on my own
I don't think I'll be going out this weekend
And it's impossible to know
If Imma conquer this or Imma keep on floating 'til I'm off the deep end
I'm all alone again
I've got no place to go, I'm broken
I can't control
All of my demons
Please don't let me fall off of the deep end
