"May" lyrics

Last year I thought I was at my best, but I seemed to have misplaced my head
Like the night that I left you a mess, and you called me and begged "come back", but I never did
No, I never did
I just wanted to say sorry for that

For the weekends that I wasn't home while you slept in your room all alone
For the lies that I carelessly told as you held onto some kind of hope
I wish I would've known, I just didn't know
I just wanted to say sorry for that
You deserve so much more than that