"Rational" lyrics

I've been caught in the words
I've been walking for miles
I've been walking in circles
I don't want to escape
I just want to be lost
'Cuz you know me like that
And I can never decide if I want to be any particular person
There's a solemn breeze and it's whispering things that I don't want to hear

So I disassociate until I'm separate from my body
And I shelter in the words I never said

Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me
All because I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy
All because I can't be rational

I've been caught in the words
I've been walking for miles
I've been walking on purpose
I don't want to explain
I just want to be lost 'cuz you know me like that
And I can never decide if I want to be any particular person
There's a solemn breeze and it's whispering things that I don't want to hear

So I disassociate until I'm separate from my body
And I shelter in the words I never said

Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me
All because I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy
All because I can't be rational

And all this confusion is just an illusion
It's borrowing time
Becoming a nuisance
It's not like I'm waiting
On someone to save me
'Cuz everyone's tired but I'm too impatient

Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me
All because I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy
All because I can't be rational