"Full Circle" lyrics

I came full circle, back to square one
To the time before that old [?]
Deep in the shadows and hid from the light
The second half round's been the fight of my life

I've closed down bar rooms and lied to myself
About where I'd been like you could see me from hell
But deceit breeds content and a make believe king
So I just wound up trapped in a web I weaved

Nighttime white lines I been chasing
Fade in the rearview like the life I've been wasting
Live how you want but there's cause and effect
And whatever you sow believe me you're gonna get
Whatever you sow believe me you're gonna get

The night-stained motels don't make up for luck
But once that leaf's turned it can't be undone
And whiskey don't kill it, well I couldn't even swim
Better than they run, so now running it is

Nighttime white lines I been chasing
Fade in the rearview like the life I've been wasting
Live how you want but there's cause and effect
And whatever you sow, believe me, you're gonna get
Whatever you sow, believe me, you're gonna get

Nighttime white lines I been chasing
Fade in the rearview like the life I've been wasting
Live how you want but there's cause and effect
Whatever you sow, believe me, you're gonna get

Nighttime white lines I been chasing
Fade in the rearview like the life I've been wasting
Live how you want but there's cause and effect
And whatever you sow, believe me, you're gonna get
Whatever you sow, believe me, you're gonna get

I came full circle, back to square one
To the time before that old [?]
Deep in the shadows and hid from the light
The second half round's been the fight of my life