"Angels" lyrics
What's it like up there, bro? I love and I miss you
Your mum would do anything to hug and to kiss you
I cried so many tears, I left blood on the tissue
I know God picks the best but why did He pick you?
Got me reminiscing 'bout the shit that we been through
I just had a son, I know you wanted a kid too
The night that you died, I think a part of me did too
Is it weird that I still ring your number, tryna hear your voice?
Life chose us, it's not fair, you never had a choice
Cried so many tears, I could fill up a bucket
And I know if you was here, you'd probably call me a muppet
But it makes me feel better, my brother, so fuck it
Because there's no one I can shoot and go and give 'em a bullet
Because you took your own life, like why the fuck has he done it?
Got the news, found out, I felt sick to my stomach
I'm fucking pissed off, how we never even clocked nuttin
Even if we knew, I guess we couldn't even stop nuttin
Makes me feel sick, think about you in a box, rotting
Looking at my son while he sleeps in his cot, rocking
Doing this for us, fuck the industry who's cock-blocking
Make sure your name lives on, you are not forgotten
You are not forgotten
I'm still remembering the days we used to bump the train
Now it's every man for themselves like The Hunger Games
Since you left, everybody's switched and their number changed
Bro, I'd give anything to go back to the younger days
When we was broke, doing penny for the guy
All the memories we made, suttin money couldn't buy
Is it weird I text your phone and wait for the reply?
Why are we dying just to live but live and die?
I love your mother but I still can't look her in the eye
Brother from another mother, didn't say, "Bye"
When it rains, now I think of angels when they cry
I get goosebumps, I got angels in the sky
I'm still grieving, I can't let go but I try
Fireworks in the sky like the fourth of July
Every year just to mark your anniversary
The day you died, it really cut me deep like a surgery
And it's still hurting me, I don't show it, it's internally like I'm in the infirmary
If I could have a wish, I'd wish time would reverse for me
So you could write a verse with me
Personally, I don't think the damage is reversibly
'Cause we've been brothers since they put us into nursery
Fuck university, life was full of perjury
999, what's the emergency?
I miss you, bro, I'll never let you go for all eternity
Your mum would do anything to hug and to kiss you
I cried so many tears, I left blood on the tissue
I know God picks the best but why did He pick you?
Got me reminiscing 'bout the shit that we been through
I just had a son, I know you wanted a kid too
The night that you died, I think a part of me did too
Is it weird that I still ring your number, tryna hear your voice?
Life chose us, it's not fair, you never had a choice
Cried so many tears, I could fill up a bucket
And I know if you was here, you'd probably call me a muppet
But it makes me feel better, my brother, so fuck it
Because there's no one I can shoot and go and give 'em a bullet
Because you took your own life, like why the fuck has he done it?
Got the news, found out, I felt sick to my stomach
I'm fucking pissed off, how we never even clocked nuttin
Even if we knew, I guess we couldn't even stop nuttin
Makes me feel sick, think about you in a box, rotting
Looking at my son while he sleeps in his cot, rocking
Doing this for us, fuck the industry who's cock-blocking
Make sure your name lives on, you are not forgotten
You are not forgotten
I'm still remembering the days we used to bump the train
Now it's every man for themselves like The Hunger Games
Since you left, everybody's switched and their number changed
Bro, I'd give anything to go back to the younger days
When we was broke, doing penny for the guy
All the memories we made, suttin money couldn't buy
Is it weird I text your phone and wait for the reply?
Why are we dying just to live but live and die?
I love your mother but I still can't look her in the eye
Brother from another mother, didn't say, "Bye"
When it rains, now I think of angels when they cry
I get goosebumps, I got angels in the sky
I'm still grieving, I can't let go but I try
Fireworks in the sky like the fourth of July
Every year just to mark your anniversary
The day you died, it really cut me deep like a surgery
And it's still hurting me, I don't show it, it's internally like I'm in the infirmary
If I could have a wish, I'd wish time would reverse for me
So you could write a verse with me
Personally, I don't think the damage is reversibly
'Cause we've been brothers since they put us into nursery
Fuck university, life was full of perjury
999, what's the emergency?
I miss you, bro, I'll never let you go for all eternity
