"Swim Team" lyrics

Tell me everything about your past
So I can overthink it
Was she pretty?
Was she smart?
Did you kiss her in the dark?
Leave her house at 5 in the morning
I know it doesn't help to ask
But I can't shake the image
Did you make out in your car?
Did she let you take it far?
And you know I'm not talking about mileage

I'll play it cool, and I'll toe the line
I'll pull you close but I'm in my mind
You're treading deep, I never left the crowd
Will you still want me if I don't know how?

He's swimming laps
I've never touched the deep end
I'm safe at last
Too scared to chase this feeling
I was never scared of falling
Until all I know is sink or swim cause
He's swimming laps
And I'm drowning in the bleachers

Tell me when you touch my hair
Do you ever think of her?
It makes me sick, you've seen her naked
Sorry I'm so PG rated
But honestly who's keeping score
I wish I knew how I compared
I know I'll never be the first
And I might not be the second
But I hope I make you question
Every other girl before

I'll play it cool, and I'll toe the line
I'll pull you close but I'm in my mind
You're treading deep, I never left the crowd
Will you still want me if I don't know how?

He's swimming laps
I've never touched the deep end
I'm safe at last
Too scared to chase this feeling
I was never scared of falling
Until all I know is sink or swim cause
He's swimming laps
And I'm drowning, I'm drowning

Sitting on a bench
While everyone's diving in
Will you hold my hand
And wait in the shallow end?
Will you catch me or leave me floating?
Climbing out, blue lips and cold skin

He's swimming laps
I've never touched the deep end
I'm safe at last
Too scared to chase this feeling
I was never scared of falling
Until all I know is sink or swim cause
He's swimming laps
And I'm drowning, I'm drowning
I'm drowning in the bleachers