"6am" lyrics

I've been so afraid that one day you'll find out the truth
What I've been doing
All the ways I've betrayed you
I've been foolish
But I do love you, I do love you
Come let me prove it

When you don't text back
Did he find out?
That I'm lying here with somebody else
Who I'm with when you're out of town
I'm cumming when you're coming home
I, blame myself
Then I start to hate myself
Let me just explain myself

But it's 6 am
One too many, in the deep end
Now it's 6 am
And I'm tryna make amends
But it's 6 am
I'm fucking round with someone else and I can't pretend
That I wouldn't do it again

Know that I adore you
Would do anything for you
But I gotta little habit of running around
I get bored too
Hoping I don't lose you, hope you out doing the same shit
Maybe I'm your karma, tell myself that you deserve this

When you don't text back
Getting nervous now
Are you lying there with somebody else
It'll break my heart if I find out
What goes around comes back around
Losing you and myself
Blame myself
Let me just explain myself

But it's 6 am
One too many, in the deep end
Now it's 6 am
And I'm tryna make amends
But it's 6 am
I'm fucking round with someone else and I can't pretend
That I wouldn't do it again