"Betrayed Remix" lyrics

I remember we were young and unemployed
Didn't have a dolla' so we had to make a choice
We couldn't make it the legitimate way
So if it's beef then you better come and kill me today
Now they're on their surfboards, tryna get on a wave
We really made it out the bottom, fuck a minimum wage
I'm talking 10 racks stat, just to get on the stage
I bring a bodyguard with me when I get to the bank, yah

'Cause I've been fighting demons everyday
(Everyday)
I roll these weed up just to feel like it's okay
(Like it's okay)
'Cause they don't know what it's like walking in these shoes
(In these shoes)
Look in that mirror and I see a different dude
(A different dude)

I just hit the lotto, I'mma count these winnigs'
Surprise them with the ammo, I'm about my business
My wrists so cold, I'm in the South all winter
I just spent 20 racks on the couch, I'm chillin'
I'm about to get that Drake type money
But they fake type thuggin' tryna take mine from me
Went and got a name, now they hate, they loved me
Tell the waiter bring the plate when my steak real bloody

I'm tryna get to know myself
I got these issues that I can't control
No, I can't control, no no
Lately it feels like I'm in hell I'm by myself
I'm tryna chase these goals, no
Chase these goals, no no
I'm tryna get to know myself
I got these issues that I can't control
No, I can't control, no no
Lately it feels like I'm in hell I'm by myself
I'm tryna chase these goals, no
Chase these goals, no no

Why they act like someone they ain't?
All these labels tryna make a buck of my name
Ran through the red light, get the fuck out my lane
I'm a real artist, we are just not the same
It's like I need a stack of money to my ear
In my Instagram photo just to fit in with my peers
If that's the case, I do fine over here
'Cause if it ain't real, there's no signing me there
I ain't like the next dude, why they tryna compare
Yellow diamonds in my chain, it's that time of the year
I've been cleaning up the game like Windex
I don't see why they can hate, I been next
Take it backwards to the face, I've been stressed
I'mma double up this cake, I invest, yeah
They say the game could betray
You smiling in your face
Shake their hands when they hate you
I fell asleep and made a milly when I came tuned
Then I went and spent it in a day
And I made two
I smoke a zip in an hour and now I can't move
They ain't really been there from the start like they claim to
Everyday I cage up these emotions
I'm just tryna make sense of the commotion
My life a book and that book wide open
I found hope in the hopeless
Yah

I'm tryna get to know myself
I got these issues that I can't control
No, I can't control, no no
Lately it feels like I'm in hell I'm by myself
I'm tryna chase these goals, no
Chase these goals, no no
I'm tryna get to know myself
I got these issues that I can't control
No, I can't control, no no
Lately it feels like I'm in hell I'm by myself
I'm tryna chase these goals, no
Chase these goals, no no

Why they act like someone they ain't?