"Give Me A Sign" lyrics

Yeah
Bit of trials and tribulations who we are, back where we started (Once again)

Grew up with the most wanted killers and known robbers
Invented the blueprint but they're paying me no homage
If you're not keeping them warm, they'll claim that'chu coldhearted
My bro is in the pen, I'm in line at the post office
Sometimes it feels like I'm loyal but to a fault
Considering everyone but myself and that's gotta stop
It took me 15 years to get on the top
Now I'm here and it's fuckin' weird because I still feel like I'm lost
I'm trying to learn to love myself that I don't need a reason
A slight obsession to definition and people pleasing
Like if they wrote a book of my life, would I even read it?
Or be too busy helping other people feed their demons
I tried the liquor, tried the weed, I even tried the pills
What's my problem? Do I harbour survivors guilt?
Then Travis died his open casket has me crying still
I'm trying not to think about it when I'm by myself

I'm just trying not to break
Maybe there's too much on my plate
You can see it on my face
There's only so much I can take
Finding new ways to numb the pain
Lord, give me a sign

Cause I'm just trying not to break
Maybe there's too much on my plate
You can see it on my face
There's only so much I can take
Finding new ways to numb the pain
Lord, give me a sign

I'm so concerned with all the judgement Pat
I miss you, yeah you heard me motherfucker
I'm still learning not to numb it
But I'm a person, not a puppet
Maybe I'm deserving of the suffering but it hurts me in my stomach
I can't ignore it anymore
Fuck the bottle, had to pour it on the floor, now I gotta go on tour
And it's back to the fake happiness
Yeah success but no one said what came after it
So give me a sign
You need a favour huh? Get in the line
I'm being honest what was been in on my mind
They think I'm famous so they think that I'm fine
There's tears running from my cheek to my chin the whole time
I'm fuckin' fed up
But I'm trying to keep my head up
Voices in my head never let up so I'm lettin' them talk
Otherwise, I know they never will stop
I'm saying nothin' and that says a whole lot
I just give em a sign

I'm just trying not to break
Maybe there's too much on my plate
You can see it on my face
There's only so much I can take
Finding new ways to numb the pain
Lord, give me a sign

Cause I'm just trying not to break
Maybe there's too much on my plate
You can see it on my face
There's only so much I can take
Finding new ways to numb the pain
Lord, give me a sign