"One Too Many" lyrics
Every time I try to control it, I feel like shit once again in the mornin'
I guess I had one too many
I feel dead inside tryna hide these emotions
Doin' my best not to drown in the ocean
So tonight, I'll have one too many
Runnin' from my past, but it brought receipts
I can't get back up on my feet
So I guess I'll have one too many
One turns to two, and two turns to three
I thought I was at a party and now, it's just me
These people ain't my friends, they're just partners of my problems
Lookin' through resentment that I harbor in this bottle
Gonna hurt tomorrow, so I'm livin' for the night
Even though I'm gettin' higher, still think I'm scared of heights
Every dollar that I make goes toward payin' the price
You might call it toxic, but I just call it life
It's too convenient for me just to point the blame
View myself like I'm a victim just to deal with all the pain
I get called a narcissist so much, I thought it was my name
I chock it up to me just bein' lost within my ways
Every time I try to control it, I feel like shit once again in the mornin'
I guess I had one too many
I feel dead inside tryna hide these emotions
Doin' my best not to drown in the ocean
So tonight, I'll have one too many
Runnin' from my past, but it brought receipts
I can't get back up on my feet
So I guess I'll have one too many
Two turns to three, and three turns to four
I must've punched another hole in the bathroom door
I got nothin' left, but all I want is more
In this battle with myself, afraid to check the score
I'm obsessed with gore, and that explains these bloody knuckles
I got so used to failure, every day is such a struggle
I listen to respond, but I don't got a rebuttal
Never stopped to consider, maybe I'm in all this trouble for a reason
Tryna put together puzzles with no pieces
Denyin' this reality and runnin' from my demons
They call me a loser, and they're right, 'cause I can see it
No wonder every mornin' I'm so drunk before it's evenin', deceivin'
I just lie to my reflection, ignorin' all the facts, I'd rather try to just deflect it
Maybe there's time, I should try to give some effort
'Cause clearly, it keeps happenin' and I don't learn my lesson
Every time I try to control it, I feel like shit once again in the mornin'
I guess I had one too many
I feel dead inside tryna hide these emotions
Doin' my best not to drown in the ocean
So tonight, I'll have one too many
Runnin' from my past, but it brought receipts
I can't get back up on my feet
So I guess I'll have one too many
I guess I had one too many
I feel dead inside tryna hide these emotions
Doin' my best not to drown in the ocean
So tonight, I'll have one too many
Runnin' from my past, but it brought receipts
I can't get back up on my feet
So I guess I'll have one too many
One turns to two, and two turns to three
I thought I was at a party and now, it's just me
These people ain't my friends, they're just partners of my problems
Lookin' through resentment that I harbor in this bottle
Gonna hurt tomorrow, so I'm livin' for the night
Even though I'm gettin' higher, still think I'm scared of heights
Every dollar that I make goes toward payin' the price
You might call it toxic, but I just call it life
It's too convenient for me just to point the blame
View myself like I'm a victim just to deal with all the pain
I get called a narcissist so much, I thought it was my name
I chock it up to me just bein' lost within my ways
Every time I try to control it, I feel like shit once again in the mornin'
I guess I had one too many
I feel dead inside tryna hide these emotions
Doin' my best not to drown in the ocean
So tonight, I'll have one too many
Runnin' from my past, but it brought receipts
I can't get back up on my feet
So I guess I'll have one too many
Two turns to three, and three turns to four
I must've punched another hole in the bathroom door
I got nothin' left, but all I want is more
In this battle with myself, afraid to check the score
I'm obsessed with gore, and that explains these bloody knuckles
I got so used to failure, every day is such a struggle
I listen to respond, but I don't got a rebuttal
Never stopped to consider, maybe I'm in all this trouble for a reason
Tryna put together puzzles with no pieces
Denyin' this reality and runnin' from my demons
They call me a loser, and they're right, 'cause I can see it
No wonder every mornin' I'm so drunk before it's evenin', deceivin'
I just lie to my reflection, ignorin' all the facts, I'd rather try to just deflect it
Maybe there's time, I should try to give some effort
'Cause clearly, it keeps happenin' and I don't learn my lesson
Every time I try to control it, I feel like shit once again in the mornin'
I guess I had one too many
I feel dead inside tryna hide these emotions
Doin' my best not to drown in the ocean
So tonight, I'll have one too many
Runnin' from my past, but it brought receipts
I can't get back up on my feet
So I guess I'll have one too many
