"sleepwalking" lyrics

I've closed my eyes enough
To know when they aren't shut
Maybe I'll always be last one up
I'll take any answer
Other then because
Are you still around?

Thought you lost the keys I gave you
So I built another house
But the ghost inside gives me the run around
Maybe you're out on vacation, maybe I'll stop calling now
Pacing room to room while all the lights are out

It feels like I'm sleepwalking
Like the more I keep talking
You forget
It feels like I'm treading water
And you're getting farther
Tell me how much longer I should hold my breath
It feels like I
It feels like I
It feels like I'm sleepwalking

It feels like I
Checked off every box
Am I just an afterthought?
You've gotta know what happens next
I'm too proud to ask for help
But I can't fix myself
I just wish that you would show up here

Tonight cuz I feel helpless
It'd be nice to have some hope
It's like I've got a car to take me
But I don't wanna drive alone

We had lightning in our hands
I felt like I was fully known
But now I'm broken at your front door
Asking you to point me home

It feels like I'm
Just sleepwalking
It feels like I'm
Just sleepwalking