"Stop Talking" lyrics

I've hated everyone I've ever thought I'd ever been
Got lost in self-reflection, sure I often got it wrong
Though lately I'm afraid the damage done has oddly made me
Self-aware and fucked up from this trip I've been on and

Every time I talk
It's the talking that drives you mad
Every time I stop
It's the silence I can't withstand

My head's a bit of a ghost land
I just don't wanna be wrong again
I tend to circle and nosedive all the time

I used to sit around, dissect my thoughts until I drowned out
Every single sentence I could never say out loud
One day I hope to make it up to everyone I punished
Droning on and on about whatever again

Every time I talk
It's the talking that drives you mad
Every time I stop
It's the silence I can't withstand

I wanna get next to you
But I never know what to say or do
With my eyes and my hands and my body
I just wanna get next to you

I've hated everyone I've ever thought I'd ever been
One day I hope to make it up to myself

Every time I talk
It's the talking that drives you mad
Every time I stop
It's the silence I can't withstand

My head's a bit of a ghost land
I just don't wanna be wrong again
I tend to circle and nosedive all the time

I wanna get next to you
But I never know what to say or do
With my eyes and my hands and my body
I just wanna get next to you

But every time I talk
It's the talking that drives you mad
Every time I stop
It's the silence I can't withstand

My head's a bit of a ghost land
I just don't wanna be wrong again
I tend to circle and nosedive all the time

I've hated everyone I've ever thought I'd ever been
One day I hope to make it up to myself