"Happenstance" lyrics

Believe me love it's not your fault
It's happenstance
I took a chance
The day went south
The walls gave out
But everything reminds me now

Oh how it all could've been
Can someone make it stop
I want to but can't turn it off
The nightmare playing on repeat

Don't say how it happens to the best of us
'Cause what about the rest of us
That can't figure this out
And please don't say
What I should and shouldn't think about
And try to play this down
When it's seared in my mind

Believe me love it's not your fault
It's happenstance
I took a chance
The day went south
The walls gave out
But everything reminds me now

Oh how it all could've been
Can someone make it stop
I want to but can't turn it off
The nightmare playing on repeat

I know it's a sinking ship I'm tethered to
But what am I supposed to do
Just watch it go down
I don't know how
I want to let it go
But it feels impossible
When I'm stuck in time

Believe me love it's not your fault
It's happenstance
I took a chance
The day went south
The walls gave out
But everything reminds me now

Oh how it all could've been
Can someone make it stop
I want to but can't turn it off
The nightmare playing on repeat